[font=Trebuchet MS]So my mom and I got in to one of our worst fights today.
In a nutshell, I threatened to do something I shouldn't have, and she said if I did that I would be packing my bags to move back to Las Vegas with my dad.
This happened around this time last year too. My mom continually threatened me with Las Vegas.
But after our fight today, I was talking to my dad on the phone, and came to the sudden realization that I really miss him and all my family that lives down there.
The more I think about it the more I become indecisive about the situation.
Is Antioch taking that great of a toll on me?
Do I really want to move back to Sin City, or am I just upset?
It just worries me that I even have this thought in my head.
I would be leaving my entire life behind. I have lived here since I was three.
Thats thirteen years I have been building my life here. Thats large amounts of friends I would be leaving behind. Esp. my greatest friend in the whole world.
A part of me really wants to go, while another part of me is scared to death.
At this point I have no idea what I am going to do.[/font]



